Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Mom, you'll be forever in my heart!!!


I've been trying to write this post for days and could not bring myself to do it.

The pain is still too great. 

My wonderful mom passed away last week.  If you've been reading my blog awhile you probably have seen that so much of my style and love of vintage things has come from my mom.  I really would love to tell you more about how wonderful she was but I'm not ready to just yet...the pain is so strong. It's times like these that I'm glad my father has taught me to see the postive in things. I'm thankful that my mom had a 86 years here, that she and my dad had 65 years being married and that she knew she was loved and that she didn't have to suffer too much at the end! 


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260 comments:

  1. Steph. :)April 13, 2011 11:30 AM

    So sorry, Cindy. Loving memories. XO, Steph.

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  2. DIYbyDesignApril 13, 2011 11:30 AM

    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers and with you and your family.

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  3. DamarisApril 13, 2011 11:31 AM

    I am sending you a ((HUG)) at this very moment!! XXOO, Damaris

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  4. Happy To Be/ Gl♥riaApril 13, 2011 11:31 AM

    Oh Cindy I so feel your pain..A BIG ole cyber hug to ya darlin..Hugs and smiles Gloria

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  5. BonjourRomanceApril 13, 2011 11:32 AM

    DOn't worry about sharing anything until you are ready Cindy. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.
    Mimi

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  6. EvaApril 13, 2011 11:41 AM

    I am so so sorry for your loss.

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  7. Aaron {the girl with the boy's name}April 13, 2011 11:41 AM

    So sorry for your loss Cindy. You will be in my thoughts!

    -Aaron

    www.mudpiesandmarigolds.blogspot.com

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  8. Debbie-Dabble Blog and A Debbie-Dabble ChristmasApril 13, 2011 11:47 AM

    Cindy,
    I am so very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and in my prayers,

    Hugs,
    Debbie

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  9. Katy NoelleApril 13, 2011 11:52 AM

    Cindy, my heart goes out to you! xxoo

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  10. KarenApril 13, 2011 11:58 AM

    Anyone who has lost her mother knows the pain you are going through. I know, and I also know that the pain does heal over time. So sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace.

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  11. SandyApril 13, 2011 11:59 AM

    Please accept my sincere condolences to you and your family at this sad time. You need time for yourself and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  12. VictoriaApril 13, 2011 12:01 PM

    Oh Cindy, I'm so very sorry to hear this:( We are all thinking of you and sending big hugs and prayers.

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  13. Curtains in My TreeApril 13, 2011 12:02 PM

    I know your pain. Worst thing ever.
    It takes a long time not to cry when speaking about your Mom.

    So happy you had your Mother 86 years !! wonderful

    Someone told me we are all in the circle of life

    May time help heal your loss Cindy

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  14. Kathleen GraceApril 13, 2011 12:02 PM

    Cindy, I am sos orry! You have talked about your mother and her beautioful style a lot, it was clear you were very close. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am saying a prayer that you feel God's presence and love through this difficult time.
    XO
    Kathy

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  15. Joyce's JourneyApril 13, 2011 12:03 PM

    I am so sorry, Cindy. One day you will have a burning desire to post a beautiful tribute to your mother and we will enjoy reading about the woman who guided you. God bless you.

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  16. Linda QApril 13, 2011 12:03 PM

    Cindy, so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and prayers at this difficult time.
    Hugs, Linda

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  17. DebraApril 13, 2011 12:05 PM

    Very sorry to hear about your Mom. I loved the posts where she sent you items and you were so thrilled and proud to have them passed on to you. All my love to you and your Father and family.

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  18. d e l i g h tApril 13, 2011 12:06 PM

    I'm so so sorry for the loss of your mother. I'm glad you have some wonderful memories to hold on to.

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  19. SusannaApril 13, 2011 12:13 PM

    I am so sorry but your loss.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
    Warm hugs and love
    Sussi
    (from sweden no blogg :( )

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  20. Pamela GordonApril 13, 2011 12:13 PM

    Please accept my condolences in the passing of your dear mother. My prayers are with you and your family. Blessings, Pamela

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  21. JoanApril 13, 2011 12:13 PM

    Cindy - I am so sorry for the loss of your mother.

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  22. GratefulPrayerThankfulHeartApril 13, 2011 12:16 PM

    Sending big hugs as you work through the loss of your dear mom.

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  23. Vivienne @ the V SpotApril 13, 2011 12:18 PM

    My heart hurts for you. Praying for peace and comfort for you and your whole family.
    xoxo

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  24. JeanneeApril 13, 2011 12:20 PM

    Cindy, my very deepest condolences - I know how this hurts ((((CINDY)))!

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  25. thefirstladyApril 13, 2011 12:20 PM

    God bless you and your family, Cindy. Keep your focus on the good memories. I'm sure you mother was very proud of you.

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  26. Peonies & MagnoliasApril 13, 2011 12:21 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

    Sandy

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  27. Caroline (Piorra Maison)April 13, 2011 12:23 PM

    Cindy, my condolences to you and your family. I think Mom's are so much an important part of our daily lives. They influence us, our lives, they are the reasons why we become the women we are today. God bless in this difficult time of healing.
    Caroline

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  28. klulessApril 13, 2011 12:24 PM

    Sending hugs and strength your way!

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  29. DebbiedoosApril 13, 2011 12:26 PM

    Oh Cindy I am so very sorry for your loss.
    XOXO

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  30. Lou Cinda @ Tattered HydrangeasApril 13, 2011 12:27 PM

    Cindy, I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet mother. I have lost mine and am also familiar with that pain and just sense of loss. I will keep you in my prayers.

    Lou Cinda

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  31. SusanApril 13, 2011 12:35 PM

    Dear Cindy: My heart goes out to you over the death of your Mom. So happy you had her so many years of your life.

    I lost my Mom in 2006 and the pain was very deep. Even today, five years later, I see her picture and feel so sad. However, I do believe the spirits of our parents live on, within us---in our laughter, in our dreams, in our hopes, and in our joys. She will always be with you, Cindy. You, after all, are her best legacy!

    And one day, it is my own belief, that we will all meet again in another realm of life. Warmly, Susan

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  32. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 12:35 PM

    You are in my heart.....
    Marilyn

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  33. Debbie @ The Shabby BungalowApril 13, 2011 12:38 PM

    Cindy my heart goes out to you and your family at this sad time. Thinking of you all ♥ xx

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  34. bertieApril 13, 2011 12:38 PM

    Dear Cindy...I just found your wonderful blog and am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 15 years ago and still think of her everyday. Take your time and grieve however you feel you need to. The pain will become more bareable and the tears will eventually be less often and the sweet smile as you remember her will become more frequent. My thoughts and prayers are with you...your deep grief is a sign of a deep love and wonderful relationship..that is a gift that not everyone has. I am grateful for having one and know the memory of the one you shared with your mother will never die and lives forever. peace.

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  35. DonnaApril 13, 2011 12:39 PM

    Oh, Cindy, my heart is breaking for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now... Donna

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  36. Fishtail CottageApril 13, 2011 12:42 PM

    I'm so very sorry to hear this painful news Cindy. praying for peace for you and your family. xoox
    Tracie

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  37. Fishtail CottageApril 13, 2011 12:44 PM

    Cindy - please read this post i did a while back...it may help with comforting you!
    http://fishtailcottage.blogspot.com/2011/01/when-somebody-dies.html
    Hugs, Tracie

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  38. CindyApril 13, 2011 12:47 PM

    I am sorry for your loss, only time and memories will heal the pain. My thoughts are with you.

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  39. ClaudiaApril 13, 2011 12:48 PM

    Oh Cindy, I am so very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family at this time.

    xo
    Claudia

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  40. roseroomnz.comApril 13, 2011 12:48 PM

    So so very sorry. Take care. God Bless. Rachaelxo

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  41. KathyApril 13, 2011 12:48 PM

    Oh Cindy,
    I am so sorry. You are blessed to have had her as an inspiration. What a joy to share so many years with your father.
    I understand how you feel. My mother died several years back - the day after Mother's day. We lived about 4 hours away - on Mother's day my husband surprised me to say we were going to spend the day with mom. I was so happy - I cried - when we drove up there were my two brothers and two sisters - we all hugged - cried and went inside to spend a lovely day with mom. She had been bed ridden from cancer - I shared things with her I'd wanted to for a while - it was a beautiful day - I say it was a gift from God - since I wasn't able to get back in time the next day. Mothers are the most precious gift given to us -
    You are in my heart and in my prayers -
    God Bless,
    Kathy

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  42. Fairfield HouseApril 13, 2011 12:51 PM

    Cindy,

    You and your family are in my prayers. May your memories of your mother and the time you shared, comfort you. Know that this is not goodbye, but rather see you later.

    Your Friend,
    Deborah

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  43. Glimpse of My WorldApril 13, 2011 12:54 PM

    Cindy, I am so sorry. Just read this.. know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I recall many posts about your mom and little things she sent you. I wish I were there to give you a hug. Thinking of you dear.. Valarie

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  44. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 12:58 PM

    Cindy....my heart goes out to you and I pray that God keep you close and give you comfort.....sending warm thoughts your way :) Xoxoxo

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  45. KimApril 13, 2011 1:16 PM

    Cindy well I am teary eyed now too! I am so sorry for your loss and I know your mom lives on in you and your many memories of her and all her cherished things you have in your home to now be caretaker of for her many hugs and prayers my blog friend!!
    hugs xoxo
    Kim

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  46. Ricette low carbApril 13, 2011 1:24 PM

    Cindy,I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you al my love.
    Barbara.

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  47. White Ironstone CottageApril 13, 2011 1:25 PM

    Oh Cindy
    so Sorry to hear about your Mom
    sending you Love and Prayers
    xo
    Pam

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  48. Erika . . . with a KApril 13, 2011 1:26 PM

    I am thinking of you during this time of tragedy. I hope you find the stength and courage to deal with the terrible pain.

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  49. stormyApril 13, 2011 1:42 PM

    So sorry for you. I lost my mom sic months ago. And my pain is still great. I have a feeling this kind of pain hangs on forever. We just learn to live with it. If you ever wanna talk, feel free to email me. poetstormy @yahoo.com

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  50. BarbaraApril 13, 2011 1:48 PM

    Very sorry for your loss Cindy. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

    Barbara

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  51. IvyApril 13, 2011 1:49 PM

    Oh, Cindy! I am so sorry! You, your dad, and your kids will be in my prayers.

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  52. Carolee in KansasApril 13, 2011 1:55 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Cindy! You are in my prayers.

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  53. UnknownApril 13, 2011 1:55 PM

    So sorry ,stay strong and remember the things she taught you, and she will live on forever.

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  54. Laura @ 52 FLEAApril 13, 2011 1:58 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss and truly understand as my Mom passed away on March 15th. I don't think the pain of losing her will ever go away. I am wishing you peace and comfort and wonderful memories. Much love, Laura

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  55. GrannaApril 13, 2011 1:58 PM

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  56. ChristieApril 13, 2011 1:58 PM

    I'm so sorry Cindy...you and your family will be in my prayers...
    Love and hugs coming your way sweetie...
    Queenie

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  57. UnknownApril 13, 2011 2:03 PM

    so very sorry for your loss. i know your pain well. my heart aches for you...sending hugs and prayers.

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  58. DonnaApril 13, 2011 2:04 PM

    So sorry, Cindy. Hugs. D

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  59. UnknownApril 13, 2011 2:08 PM

    Cindy, so sorry for your loss. Thank God for the wonderful memories you will have. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  60. sue in mexico moApril 13, 2011 2:10 PM

    Cindy, I read your blog but I seldom post comments. Please know that I am sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose your mother. However the hurt does get less, it never goes away, but it does get less. I know.

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  61. UnknownApril 13, 2011 2:20 PM

    I am so sorry Cindy, I know how you feel I lost my dear Mother four years ago and I still feel lost without her. Remember she will always be with you... Sending BIG hugs to you...

    Pattie

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  62. DianeApril 13, 2011 2:20 PM

    Take your time..take a break and when you are ready we would all LOVE to hear about your wonderful memories of her....I feel your pain...here is a great big hug for you...thinking of you!!!

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  63. Dixie's Perfect RoseApril 13, 2011 2:23 PM

    Cindy,so sorry for your loss.Thank God for our memories and,Moms.

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  64. Miss Mustard SeedApril 13, 2011 2:35 PM

    Oh, Cindy. Big hugs. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Know that you have lots of people in blog land praying for you and your family.

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  65. LynnApril 13, 2011 2:35 PM

    I am so sorry for your pain and loss. Treasure all the memories. She obviously is an amazing woman....look at all that she has taught you.

    It will be hard this time apart....but what joy that day will be when you two shall meet together again. I firmly believe that this life is not the end. There is a life after. And right now she is looking down on her beautiful daughter, whom she is proud of for sure. What comfort to know that she is pain free and in a good place.

    Prayers and thoughts are with you.

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  66. Glenda/MidSouthApril 13, 2011 2:37 PM

    Cindy, I am so very sorry for your loss. ((((hugs))))
    Glenda

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  67. tarrahApril 13, 2011 2:42 PM

    Thinking of you.
    Hugs from PA.

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  68. Victorian1885April 13, 2011 2:43 PM

    Hugs from me to you as you say goodbye to your Mother. Take care..

    Wanda

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  69. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 2:58 PM

    So sorry for your loss...thinking of you:)

    Abby

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  70. Haverford HouseApril 13, 2011 3:03 PM

    I'm so sorry, I hope your fond memories help you through this time. I'm sure when you're ready, you'll share a beautiful tribute to your Mom. Thoughts and prayers are with you. ~Marcy

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  71. Carousel222April 13, 2011 3:07 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mom several years ago. She was my best friend and we did so many things together. I am so thankful for all the memories. Hope your memories will bring you some solace during this time. When you look around your beautiful home, you know she deeply touched your life and is with you every day.

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  72. TerriApril 13, 2011 3:12 PM

    Oh, Cindy,

    I hear you, girl. My 89 year old mom is declining so quickly and I treasure every moment with her. I lost my dad three years ago and while the pain is less sharp, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him and miss him. Take care of yourself. Just take it one day at a time and the pain will ease ever so slowly as time goes by. Watch for signs that she's okay and in a better place. That may sound nutty but others told me that and it really happened for me. Hugs to you, my friend.....

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  73. ArdyApril 13, 2011 3:14 PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family at this time.
    Ardy

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  74. MarilynApril 13, 2011 3:21 PM

    I am sad to hear the news about your mom. May the wonderful memories that you have help you to find a smile in your heart right now. Peace and love to you. ♥♫

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  75. BarbaraApril 13, 2011 3:35 PM

    Cindy, I'm so sorry for your loss, I remember you've mentioned her often and the wonderful gifts and treasures she gave you. I could tell you were very close.

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  76. Mrs. Cherry HeartApril 13, 2011 3:36 PM

    Hold tight to all of those wonderful memories Cindy!

    I am so sorry for your loss!

    Hugs,
    Dolly

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  77. The Green PeaApril 13, 2011 3:37 PM

    Cindy, I am so happy that you were Blessed with a wonderful Mother. Enjoy your great memories. sandi

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  78. sheriApril 13, 2011 3:38 PM

    Cindy, I'm so very sorry to learn of your mother's passing. My heart goes out to you and your family.
    Sheri x x

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  79. KellyApril 13, 2011 3:55 PM

    My heart goes out to you and your family. I pray that in time you find much comfort and peace.
    A bond between a mother and daughter, I truly believe NEVER ends. You obviously have had a very special relationship with your mother. Her spirit and legacy will forever live on through you and through your children...
    God Bless You~
    Kelly Maria

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  80. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 3:58 PM

    Cindy,

    I am sorry for your loss. As she was your inspiration, you inspire us. Our prayers go out to you. Big hugs, Diane.

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  81. GinaApril 13, 2011 4:01 PM

    I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. My heart goes out to you & your family.

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  82. UnknownApril 13, 2011 4:04 PM

    Dear Cindy:

    I am so sorry to read this. I lost my mom in 1987 when I was 22. If you ever need to talk, a shoulder or just a friendly ear, please feel free to email me. You are not alone. I will keep you and yours in my thoughts.
    xo
    Roselle

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  83. Shari @ My Cottage of BlissApril 13, 2011 4:07 PM

    My deepest sympathy, Cindy. I know she was a wonderful, inspirational woman. I can tell that by the wonderful, inspirational woman she raised...you.

    Will be thinking of you and your family during this very painful time.

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  84. ...con cariñoApril 13, 2011 4:07 PM

    Cindy ,I send a big hug filled with strongness and faith for you, cariños Pame.

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  85. CindyApril 13, 2011 4:11 PM

    Thank you all so much! I was originally going to turn off the comments on this post because I thought it might be hard to read but it's the opposite...your thoughtfulness is really appreciated!!!

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  86. Yvonne @ StoneGableApril 13, 2011 4:18 PM

    Cindy,
    God Bless You! I am so sorry for your deep loss. You are in my prayers.
    Yvonne

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  87. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 4:18 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss! I will be praying for you and your family.
    Velvia

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  88. AlainaApril 13, 2011 4:20 PM

    I am so sorry for your pain. Knowing how you feel, I will tell you that it does not go away but does become easier as the years pass. My thoughts to you and your family.

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  89. Blog DivaApril 13, 2011 4:31 PM

    Pls be strong Cindy..Life must goes on.

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  90. NanaDianaApril 13, 2011 4:36 PM

    I am so sorry, Cindy! God bless you as you walk this path of life without your Mom. I will keep you in my prayers! Hugs- Diana

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  91. Rose H (UK)April 13, 2011 4:38 PM

    My sincere condolences Cindy. In time you will be able to smile at your wonderful memories.
    {{hugs}}
    Rose H

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  92. SusanApril 13, 2011 4:41 PM

    Cindy, take care of yourself. Hugs! I don't know what to say to comfort you, but just know that you are in my prayers!

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  93. VickiApril 13, 2011 4:44 PM

    Cindy, I am truly sorry for your loss. Prayers for comfort and healing. ((hugs))

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  94. JanieApril 13, 2011 4:45 PM

    I'm so sorry...

    Janie

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  95. Robin@DecoratingTennisGirlApril 13, 2011 4:45 PM

    Cindy,
    So sorry to hear of this. You are in our thoughts and prayers and we are here waiting for you, whenever you are ready. Take good care of yourself.
    Robin

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  96. KarenApril 13, 2011 4:48 PM

    I am so sorry, Cindy.

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  97. sonia tolfoApril 13, 2011 4:49 PM

    I'm so sorry,Cindy!

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  98. Tammy518April 13, 2011 4:54 PM

    I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. It sounds like she was a wonderful person. Sending hugs and prayers your way.

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  99. LWApril 13, 2011 5:05 PM

    Dear Cindy,
    I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother. I know how painful that is. You take your time and rest as grieving takes so much energy. I just lost my father in January, and memories of losing my mother 15 years ago this June are refreshed with his passing. It is one day at a time. I will pray for comfort and strength for you and your family at this sad time.
    Take care,
    Lisa

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  100. MelissaApril 13, 2011 5:21 PM

    I'm so sorry about your mom, Cindy.

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  101. Sherry HicksApril 13, 2011 5:25 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss and will be praying for you. I lost my mom 4 weeks and 2 days ago so I really understand how you feel. God Bless you and yours, and may you have all the happy memories in your heart during this time and be surrounded by your loved ones to help you with your sadness.

    Sincerely
    Sherry

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  102. sheilaApril 13, 2011 5:27 PM

    Cindy,
    I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
    ~Sheila

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  103. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 5:31 PM

    Oh Cindy, I'm so sorry. I know your sweet memories of her will always make your heart smile.

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  104. Something Nice and PrettyApril 13, 2011 5:35 PM

    Yes, the pain does heal over time, it's been 9 years since mom passed and I still miss her so. I'm sorry for your loss Cindy, when you do a post about your mom you will know that a little bit of healing is going on♥

    Rondell

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  105. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 5:41 PM

    You have my deepest sympathy. May God wrap his loving arms around you during this difficult time.

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  106. PamApril 13, 2011 5:48 PM

    May the memories of special times you shared bring you a smile through your tears. Prayers and blessings to you and your whole family.

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  107. KellieApril 13, 2011 5:50 PM

    So sorry to hear about your mom. Please take care and know that you are in our thoughts.

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  108. UnknownApril 13, 2011 5:59 PM

    So sorry to read this, Cindy. Sending you hugs and prayers. 65 years of marriage? Oh, that touches my heart. How blessed she must have been. Again, I'm so sorry for your loss.

    Jami

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  109. PamelaApril 13, 2011 6:06 PM

    I understand completely. I lost my father 2 years ago and I was just thinking of him with tears this morning. My heart feels for you. Take care.

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  110. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 6:20 PM

    Cindy, so very sorry about the loss of your Mom. Tina

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  111. SHARON WOODApril 13, 2011 6:21 PM

    Hugs,hugs,hugs,just take each day at a time!
    Right now there is nothing that anyone can say that will ease your pain, just remember how much you loved each other!

    thegrayhair@gmail.com

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  112. The Sterling CherubApril 13, 2011 6:23 PM

    Oh dear, Cindy, this post took my breath away! I am so sorry for your loss! My thoughts are with you and your family.

    Do not be surprised if the pain goes on a long time and do not let anyone try to tell you when you should be "over it," as we never get over the loss of a beloved one! We just learn to deal with it over time, and I can tell you that it does get better. I suddenly lost a dear friend 3 years ago who was like a father to me, and I just recently found I could talk about him without bursting into tears. It seems like he was just here yesterday, but it also seems like he's been gone forever. My heart still aches, but I remember his goofy laugh and his hilarious sense of humor, and it makes me smile. I am just grateful he was in my life.

    My sincerest condolences to you at this sad and difficult time.

    XOXOXO,

    Kimberly

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  113. Sharon @ Elizabeth & Co.April 13, 2011 6:25 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

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  114. kayApril 13, 2011 6:35 PM

    HUGS!!!

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  115. CarolineApril 13, 2011 6:46 PM

    Thinking of you Cindy. It doesn't matter how old we get, our Mothers will always hold a special bond with their children. It has been over 5 years since my mom's passing and I miss her just as much today.

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  116. UnknownApril 13, 2011 7:03 PM

    Dear Cindy, I hope that knowing how we are all thinking of you right now is a comfort. I wish for you, Lauren and your son to be comforted by your many wonderful memories of your amazing momma.
    Love, Andrea

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  117. Stephanie ~ Angelic AccentsApril 13, 2011 7:05 PM

    Dear Cindy, I am so very sorry for your loss of your precious mother. I lost my dear father 4 years ago and I still miss him every day. May God comfort you as only HE can.

    Hugs and Prayers,
    Stephanie
    Angelic Accents

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  118. LynnApril 13, 2011 7:07 PM

    Oh, Cindy, how sad. My mom is 82 and we have had a long distance relationship for the last 30 years. But she is my best friend. We talk every night. All we'll ever have left is the memories of those we have loved and lost, but what wonderful memories you seem to have made with your mom. I'm sure you'll treasure them. Thinking of you. Lynn

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  119. The Polka Dot ClosetApril 13, 2011 7:08 PM

    Take your time, we are never old enough to lose our parents!

    Hugs Carol

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  120. morninglorycottageApril 13, 2011 7:09 PM

    So sorry to hear of your loss, Cindy. I know how hard it is to lose a mom. Mine has been gone for 3 years now and sometimes I still think I should call mom with that. That first year is really hard, but give yourself time to heal and grieve. Many hugs your way.

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  121. Sherry @ No Minimalist HereApril 13, 2011 7:11 PM

    Cindy, I am so very sorry for the loss of your mother. Take the time you need for yourself and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Hugs,
    Sherry

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  122. SeawashedApril 13, 2011 7:23 PM

    Take your sweet time grieving dearest. It is good to let the tears flow and the pain of your loss released. ((hugs)) How very blessed she was to live such a long full life.

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  123. Pink Roses and TeacupsApril 13, 2011 7:28 PM

    My sincere sympathy on the loss of your mom. I lost my mom 17 yrs ago. We were very close too. May the wonderful memories you made together, get you through this hard time. Her spirit will be with you always. I beleive that one day we will all be together again. Warm thoughts and prayers are coming to you and your family.

    Hugs,
    Debbie

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  124. jninecostumesApril 13, 2011 7:37 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Make sure to take time for yourself to grieve and gather your children to you for a time.

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  125. TempleApril 13, 2011 7:37 PM

    Cindy,

    In the depths of your grief remember that your mother was as gifted with YOUR love as you were with hers. What a happy and thankful mother she must have been to enjoy the love of a daughter such as you. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

    Peace,

    Temple

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  126. SoniaApril 13, 2011 7:41 PM

    Cindy,

    I'm so sorry about the loss of your beloved Mother. It is so hard to lose a parent. Take time to grieve and yet celebrate her life. Hugs and prayers to you!!

    Sonia/Miss Bloomers

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  127. Karen FApril 13, 2011 7:51 PM

    My heart is with you, may your Mother's love bring you peace of heart.

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  128. Jan's BlogApril 13, 2011 7:54 PM

    Just want to add my voice to the incredible sorrow for your loss. I don't have a mother that loves me and so I've always been jealous of those that do, but then I've also understood that to lose that must be among the worst kind of pain possible. You truly were blessed and I hope you know that you and she will be together again, when you end your earthly journey.

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  129. ElsieApril 13, 2011 7:59 PM

    Cindy I am so sorry, my heart aches for you and your family.
    You are in my prayers. I know
    what you mean about the pain
    being so strong, I just lost
    my sister (my only sibling) in Feb. She was 64 yr. old still so young.

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  130. ElsieApril 13, 2011 8:02 PM

    Cindy I forgot to say I lost my mom 17 yr. ago and it seems like
    yesterday. I think of her every day.

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  131. GreatmaApril 13, 2011 8:03 PM

    Cindy,
    Sorry to hear of your loss. i went through this same thing in 2006, it gets easier, but i still miss her!! May you have many happy memories and peace. Antique Rose

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  132. Craftberry BushApril 13, 2011 8:19 PM

    I have never left a message before, but today as I read your words I must . I am so sorry about
    Your loss and please know that your mom lives on through you . warm hugs . Blessings .
    Lucy

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  133. fitty's pinky rose cottageApril 13, 2011 8:19 PM

    Dear Cindy, am sorry for your lost and sending you big hugs... you & your family will be in my prayers & thoughts.. take care!

    xo
    fitty

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  134. They call me Estatez...April 13, 2011 8:25 PM

    Cindy,

    I'm so very sorry for your loss. Hang on to the precious memories of your mom. They will carry you through the tough days ahead.

    Laurie

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  135. ChristieApril 13, 2011 8:26 PM

    I am so, so sorry for your loss and the pain you are going through. I pray the sweet memories will soon fill every space in your heart and bring smiles to your face. My mom died at the young age of 54. I miss her so much, but have the fond memories to embrace. Love and prayers to you, Christie at Three Pixie Lane

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  136. Mikey FullerApril 13, 2011 8:34 PM

    Praying for you and your family!

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  137. Meadowsweet CottageApril 13, 2011 8:35 PM

    I'm so sorry for you and the rest of your family. Losing someone you love is so incredibly painful. I hope remembering all the good times you shared helps.

    ((hugs))

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  138. My Cozy CasitaApril 13, 2011 8:44 PM

    Cindy,Please accept my sincere condolences, My prayers are with you and your family. Blessings
    XO
    Isora

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  139. SandyApril 13, 2011 8:54 PM

    Cindy My heartfelt sympathies. I lost both parents last year so I feel your pain
    May God give you comfort.

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  140. AntiqueChaseApril 13, 2011 8:55 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss Cindy!

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  141. UnknownApril 13, 2011 9:01 PM

    Oh Cindy, please know I'm thinking of you. I lost my mom in 2009 and I miss her so bad. Sending lots of hugs your way...
    Blessings
    Becky C

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  142. NancyApril 13, 2011 9:04 PM

    Deepest sympathy to you and your family, Cindy. You are in my prayers. xo Nancy

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  143. Cindy AdkinsApril 13, 2011 9:38 PM

    Oh Cindy, I am so sorry to hear of your mom's passing...Please know that I am thinking of you and praying for you that you will get through this difficult time...This is such a great loss and my mom is 86 and I have no idea what this feels like and only hope that you will get through this time with the love of family and friends and be comforted by your mom's precious memory.

    Sending love and hugs your way,
    Cindy

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  144. Gail PetersonApril 13, 2011 10:27 PM

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  145. Gail PetersonApril 13, 2011 10:29 PM

    Cindy, I am sending my condolences along with a hug. Keep your chin up and time will be a gift. Take time to just reflect, it's beautiful to have those memories, they will never fade.
    When I lost my my mom I felt as if I lost my best friend too. You'll make it though and she would be proud for the sweet thoughts you share about her...
    xo,blessings,
    Gail
    casualloveselegance

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  146. AnonymousApril 13, 2011 11:06 PM

    Cindy,
    My heartfelt sympathy in the loss of your dear mother. May you and your family be blessed with many loving, happy memories. And some day, when your heart is ready, it would be an honor if you would be able to share your memories of your mother with us. I think you would find it to be a loving, healing process, but only when you are ready.

    I am 59 and lost my mom 34 years ago, it was one of the hardest things to go through, but I think of her every day.

    You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, take care.

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  147. JayJayApril 13, 2011 11:12 PM

    Cindy, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. (My mom passed away in 2003, at age 83). There is nothing like the loss of a mom; it is SO very difficult--even moreso, when you are close, as you were. May your memories--and the love and support of those around you--help you through this sad time. Take care of yourself and take the time you need to grieve; and know that there are many of us out here in cyberspace who care and are thinking of you. We are always here,
    JayJay

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  148. Restoration HouseApril 13, 2011 11:12 PM

    So so sorry for your loss Cindy.
    XXOO Kim

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  149. GaylaApril 13, 2011 11:17 PM

    I am so very sad to hear this. I know how you feel and you were so kind to me when I lost my dad four years ago. We are lucky to have had great parents.

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  150. Komali NunnaApril 13, 2011 11:33 PM

    I am very sorry about your mother. Take care. Love, Komali.

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  151. Swiss Affordable HotelsApril 13, 2011 11:57 PM

    oh god cindy, i am so so sorry, i can feel your pain of losing a parent and its too bad - i pray to god that He gives you patience and ability to bear this loss

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  152. Becky from TennesseeApril 14, 2011 12:19 AM

    Cindy, I am so sorry to hear
    about the loss of your Mom.
    I hope all the wonderful
    memories you have of her will
    help sustain you through this
    difficult time. I lost my dear
    sweet Mom 13 years ago and I
    still miss her and think of
    her almost every day. Although
    I know it is hard to believe,
    it will get easier. My heart
    goes out to you and your
    family. Take your time and
    when you feel like it, let us
    know how you are doing.

    With love,
    Becky

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  153. Nita StacyApril 14, 2011 12:25 AM

    Very very sorry to hear this. Life is so hard when we lose those that are everything to us. I will have you in my thoughts.

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  154. Margie’s daughter LeinyApril 14, 2011 12:33 AM

    In deepest sympathy on your loss Cindy, My thoughts are with you, Margie.

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  155. FriedaApril 14, 2011 1:03 AM

    Bonjour,
    I follow the links and reached here
    a so sorry day!
    I imagine what you feel, may your lovely mum rest in peace.
    I'm without mother since I was 11
    Courage!
    Frieda

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  156. TaniaApril 14, 2011 3:10 AM

    I never new what a blog was until i stumbled across yours oneday. I have enjoyed the many treasures you have shared with us from your wonderful mother that surround you now and hold some wonderful memories, I so very sorry for your loss cindy,
    Take care Tina

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  157. AnonymousApril 14, 2011 3:23 AM

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

    Kathy

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  158. the old white houseApril 14, 2011 3:32 AM

    I am so sorry for our loss Cindy, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. xoxo

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  159. ZouZounaApril 14, 2011 3:36 AM

    I am here for far away, Athens, in Greece. I found your blog some days ago.
    I am deeply sorry for your mother s loss.
    I am sending you my hug, even I don't know you...

    Take care

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  160. the cardigan-innApril 14, 2011 3:43 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss.
    Love, Joni

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  161. Stef@April 14, 2011 3:45 AM

    Ciao sono molto dispiaciuta per te.. un abbraccio sincero anche se non ci conosciamo!
    Stefy

    Hi, I' so sorry for loss..a sincere hug even if we do not know!
    Stefy

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  162. mariondee-designsApril 14, 2011 4:27 AM

    Hi Cindy, I cannot tell you how sorry I am to hear about your great loss. May God give you strength to get through this sad time in your life... take care and God bless, Maryann

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  163. Andi's English AtticApril 14, 2011 4:41 AM

    So sorry to read your news. Here is a thought I once read on a sympathy card 'may the pain you feel today soon be replaced by happy memories'. That's what I wish for you. xx

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  164. GloriaApril 14, 2011 4:53 AM

    I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. May the cherished memories you have of her bring you comfort in the days ahead.

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  165. Cindy LoganApril 14, 2011 4:57 AM

    So very sorry for your loss Cindy. My mother died at the age of 58 almost eight years ago and it took a good five years before I could talk about her without crying everytime. Grief is a long and hard process. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Sounds like your mother was a lovely person.

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  166. Grannys AtticApril 14, 2011 5:01 AM

    Cindy please know that you are in my prayers and thoughts. Sorry for your loss. Hugs, Vicky

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  167. kleine-creative-WeltApril 14, 2011 5:33 AM

    I´m so sorry - I think of you and wish you strength -
    Ruth

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  168. UnknownApril 14, 2011 5:53 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.

    ~Liz

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  169. UnknownApril 14, 2011 5:56 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss. My mom is 85 and I know how precious those last days must have been to you. You know I heard someone say the other day as a response to hearing about a loss. It's temporary, you'll see your mom again. Grief is something that there are no shortcuts getting through. But when the pain is gone, you will be left with all the beautiful memories you made together and you will see her again someday.
    Karen

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  170. AnonymousApril 14, 2011 6:06 AM

    Oh Cindy, I'm so sorry that your mother passed.....I know it is hard. I certainly will be thinking of you and your family. Lots of hugs.
    Linda

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  171. deb millsApril 14, 2011 6:27 AM

    so sorry, cindy.....my prayers are with you.

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  172. My Cottage CharmApril 14, 2011 6:30 AM

    My thoughts and prayers are with you my friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom left a beautiful legacy in you.
    Hugs
    missy

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  173. AdrienneApril 14, 2011 6:37 AM

    Oh, Cindy, I'm so sorry you lost your mother. What a precious lady she was in your life and she's left such a legacy. My prayers are with you as you walk down this difficult road. Hold her close in your heart - and take the time you need to grieve and begin to heal. It will happen, my friend. Right now it doesn't seem possible but it will. In time. You are right - she will always be in your heart!
    ~Adrienne~

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  174. JodieApril 14, 2011 7:15 AM

    Cindy, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. From the things you have said it sounds like she was a wonderful lady. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
    Jodie

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  175. SilviaApril 14, 2011 8:29 AM

    Cindy, my sincere condolences!

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  176. giovannaApril 14, 2011 8:37 AM

    hallo cindy i'm very sorry for your loss! you and your family are in my prayers!
    giovanna

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  177. MarilynApril 14, 2011 9:41 AM

    May the warm, loving memories you have of your mother help soothe the grief and loss you are feeling now.

    With deepest sympathy.

    Marilyn (in Dallas)

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  178. Love the Decor!April 14, 2011 9:48 AM

    ~HUGS~ coming your way. It is so difficult to lose a parent

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  179. Ann Lloyd AntiquesApril 14, 2011 10:05 AM

    Dearest Cindy, wishing you peace and comfort.... and at some moment, laughter and joy for those special times you shared with your mom.

    Big hug to you and your family.

    With kindest regards,
    Debra

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  180. KarenApril 14, 2011 10:30 AM

    {{{{Cindy}}}} You and Yours are in my thoughts and prayers... With Love, Karen Lipscomb

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  181. KarieApril 14, 2011 10:32 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss. It is hard to lose a parent. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you. Karie

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  182. MeMeSueApril 14, 2011 10:47 AM

    So so sorry to hear of your loss! please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Sue

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  183. ~ ~ Ahrisha ~ ~April 14, 2011 11:24 AM

    Oh Cindy, My thoughts of strength and light are going out to you and your family. Blessings to all of you.
    ~ ~Ahrisha~ ~

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  184. The Painted GardenApril 14, 2011 11:37 AM

    Dear Cindy,

    I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved Mom. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May the beautiful and loving memories you have of her bring you comfort.
    Blessings,
    Erin

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  185. The Painted GardenApril 14, 2011 11:37 AM

    Dear Cindy,

    I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved Mom. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May the beautiful and loving memories you have of her bring you comfort.
    Blessings,
    Erin

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  186. Sandi~A Cottage MuseApril 14, 2011 11:41 AM

    So sorry for your loss Cindy. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping your beautiful memories will help you through.

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  187. Kathleen EllisApril 14, 2011 11:42 AM

    So sorry for your loss, Cindy. I pray you will feel God's great big arms around you and that you will find peace in His presence!
    Blessings~
    Kathleen

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  188. Cheryl ~ ZanyMaydApril 14, 2011 12:32 PM

    Very Sorry for Your Loss ~ Take all the time You Need....

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  189. mitziApril 14, 2011 12:47 PM

    My heart is so sad for you at the
    loss of your loving and inspiring
    mother. I remember all the posts
    when you received the beautiful
    treasures from her and how excited
    you were.Just know you will always
    have those happy memories you shared
    together and praying they will give
    you peace and comfort now.
    Sending prayers,love and heartfelt
    sympathy to you and your family.

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  190. Susan (Between Naps On The Porch.net)April 14, 2011 1:01 PM

    I'm so sorry, Cindy. Will be keeping you in my prayers. I know your Mom was a special lady just because of how nice you turned out.
    XO
    Susan

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  191. Garden Place DesignApril 14, 2011 1:04 PM

    Yes! you are very lucky to have had her for all that time..... I was 3 1/2 when i lost my Mom..... and my Dad 10 yrs later..... I envy people who had a long time with their parent. I am very sorry tho that you lost your mentor, friend, your sun shine!!!! hugs
    Fran

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  192. w00ts upApril 14, 2011 1:19 PM

    So sorry Cindy! Your family is in my prayers! Hugs!

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  193. CindyApril 14, 2011 1:19 PM

    Cindy...So sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you. Cindy from TX

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  194. LeisaApril 14, 2011 1:23 PM

    Ciny, I'm so sorry. You'll be in my prayers. Leisa

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  195. LeisaApril 14, 2011 1:25 PM

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  196. AnonymousApril 14, 2011 2:28 PM

    Cindy,
    I use to e-mail you with comments.Dont know if you will remember me.
    I am really sorry to read about your lose.I can see you are loved.
    Hold on.

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  197. Linda (Nina's Nest)April 14, 2011 3:28 PM

    Cindy, I am so sorry. May God give you His comfort!! May friends and family surround you. Linda

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  198. Tracy HuffmanApril 14, 2011 3:40 PM

    (((HUGS))) :(

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  199. AnonymousApril 14, 2011 4:18 PM

    Cindy, I wish you peace and warm memories to keep close to your heart. Your mom is not gone spiritually...just physically...She will always be with you. Thank you for sharing what your Dad taught you...such a wise man to always see the positive side!

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  200. CourtneyApril 14, 2011 4:29 PM

    Cindy, I am so sorry to hear about your mom. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

    Thinking of you,
    Courtney

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Thank you so much for taking the time to leave me a comment! ~Cindy